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Trying x Trying

Poetry that wrestles with language, loss, and resilience in times of crisis.

In Trying × Trying, Dora Malech dissects the language of our times; she turns over the familiar phrases of politics, parenthood, and pandemic to reveal what lies beneath. Through playing with the double meaning of “trying” as both perseverance and reproductive struggle, these poems navigate public and private spheres and interrogate the words we use to make sense of uncertainty and belief.

With sharp lyricism and restless energy, Malech transforms language into prayer and protest. Sound bends, meanings shift, and repetition becomes a revelation as she traces the tensions between individual and collective experience. Trying × Trying is an enlightening meditation on persistence, reminding us that even in fractured times, poetry finds a way forward.

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Reviews

"In Dora Malech’s Trying x Trying we encounter a speaker who brilliantly pinpoints the pulses and currents that undergird public and private spaces and events, the political, the ecological, parenting, and the self. These poems believe deeply in the power of words as spells, prayers, songs, and talismans—and they interrogate the nature of language itself as the nexus of existence, torquing and bending signifiers and sounds until they radiate with insight. There is a danger, a fire, a smolder beneath these poems and their dazzling beauty and music—this is a book of awareness, of light and growth and small gestures—a book of resilience that lets us deep into the speaker’s internal life, her contemplative strength and optimism."

Erika Meitner, author of Useful Junk

Table of Contents

9Dream Recurring
10Attempted Haiku
11Reflexive
13Standards-Based Assessment
15Confessional
16verum factum
17Unaccompanied Minor
18Living Situation
20Color Study
22Diebenkorn, Ocean Park
23In Western Massachusetts
25The News
26Nesting
27Perfect for those corrections in a hurry!
29Address, Delivered
30History
31Arrangement
32Aletheia
34Abbr. Bestiary
37Niqqud
38Y
39Elegy
40From the Dance
41All the Stops
42saw, circular
44New Recipe
45whether
46Tried
48At Times
49Timeline
50Cuando, cuando
51Iris Park
52How to Make It
54With the House to Myself
55Secret Song
56Torah Study
57Dispatch
58Animal Crossing
63The Forecast
65Last Ultrasound
67Ablation
69Gwass
70Early Evening
72Monumental Life Building
73For My Friend Who Is Tired of Children in Poems
74Rearview Mère
75Travelogue
82After “After Us”

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